Mt. Kundalini

Often within the Kundalini we are given challenges that will seem monumental. Mountains so high we cannot see the tops just the ice cold snowy reaches dissappearing into the clouds of our Kundalini agenda. We can be compelled to go where no others can go. Only the gifted Kundalini people will go there or even be able to survive there.

It is a land of extremes. Extreme beauty, extreme love, extreme strength, extreme trust, extreme compassion, extreme honesty.....extreme challenges.

Even the air is thick with energies that are at times so strong and overpowering like walking into a cloud of electricity and at other times so soft and gentle and loving that one may seem to be floating with the clouds of creation. These energies can change without warning as we follow the paths of those Kundalini saints that have come before us. We travel in the footsteps clearly left by the Christs and the Ishtars' and Buddha's and Isis, the Athena's, Astarte's, the Kwan Yin's, the Shakti, the Krishna's and the Allah's and all of those who have left us true divine paths to follow. This writing is about some of those paths.

As we approach those inviting, haunting, frightening, loving, and beautiful hieghts we begin to be prepared for the climb. We begin to be changed from who we once were into another person. A person who can express and embody the greater inner expressions, the exaltations and attitudes of divine grace. One who can breathe that thin air of the Kundalini transformation which is sometimes not breathing at all!

The tools of the climb become awakened within us. We are stripped naked in the chill cold of the sacred feminine, yet we are warmed by the inner Sun. Our heart rates are expanded into the new extreme of rapid and the slowness of beating. Same with our blood pressure up and down in its vascular journey.

Our mind can go from extremes in dullness to extremes in brilliance with every sacred step as we are transformed through the inner expansions of total innocence to total trust. New climbing tools arrive from within us as we slowly climb our way out of the densities of expectation and attachment of societal programming. We become lighter and more freedom is given from grace.

We may experience blockages on our path up the Holy Kundalini mountain and there is no going around them. As soon as you thought you have gone around it the boulder of blockage moves right back in front of you again and again and in these ways are we forced to contend with our inner ego strategies of avoidance or resistance to the changes being made.

We are no longer the victim of our Karma for we embrace our Karma.

We are no longer the fruit of the insult that has opened within us the signposts of grace giving us the new way forward.The thief has been forgiven and received our love. The rapist has been forgiven and compassionately held by the strength and expantion of our divine love. The murderer no longer has the power to end life but is also forgiven and transformed by our radiance of loving forgiveness. We do not have any choice in these changes for when the mantle of grace has been placed upon our shoulders and within our heart and mind there is no option of removal. Nothing the ego can do will reverse the melding of grace that is upon us and within us and around us.

Even so the ego will resist. It will refuse the heavenly parents as it strives to have its way of revenge or avoidance or blame or guilt or any of the traits and trajectories of its "will" being recognized. Yet that hand of direct intervening grace will gently and lovingly allow the ego to witness itself through its actions and thoughts and hatreds and anger formats. What the ego does not realize or want to understand is that all of the trials and tribulations, pain and confusion, tears and screams and sobbing, laughters and joys and loves and loves loss in the swirling tumble of the broken heart, has all been placed there purposefully. It has been arranged for the ego to feel this and move through it not only giving redemption for the karma but also the refinement of the individual away from the mundane expressions that are of the old life.

Its these new tools from transformation that help us to climb these hieghts and to make these new choices which in turn allow us to climb higher and higher into ourselves and our realizations. We climd and we coelesece into the omini drectional attiudes and thoughts and expressions of the saint. For the barefeet of the saint is the snowshoe of grace. Within the heart of the saint is the rythmic beating of the divine heart. Your heart as you combine with the kundalini. - chrism

Kundalini the Destroyer and Creator of Trust

Kundalini will compel ones trust to be destroyed. A teacher or a friend or a lover, spouse, parent, etc. they will be used in a way as to destroy that trust. The trust is to be destroyed only so that it can be rebuilt through the practice as espoused by the safeties. Forgiveness for the individual, and trust in the Kundalini that it is right even if the ego of the person feels its wrong.

I have experienced this up close and personal.

These are the high teachings that force the divine will upon us. Against our ego will. This allows us to see just how much of our ego is in charge of our lives through acquiescence to the egotistic desires, expectations and choices. These are also tests to qualify an individual towards the expression of grace through the actions of nobility within the intentional applications of stress. For those within rapid Kundalini formats this is a challenge and a truth placed upon the ego and its expectations of fair treatment and its attachments to being right through the auspices of societal acceptance.

These are also the rapid refinements that are given to those with a more immediate agenda of divine expression. This is a strong reason for extreme levels of surrender. It isnt healthy to allow the ego to block our abilities to pass through these challenges. We evolve into our Kundalini by the purification's she provides. We evolve through submission to the divine will not the ego will. - chrism

Schizophrenia and Kundalini

Kundalini and Spiritual Interference

To open to what is behind the veil we must be willing to accept it as part of the new reality. That doesn't mean trying to get rid of it at any or all opportunities. Its not all cotton candy and sugar plum fairies in the astral and certainly not in the lower astral. Yet one can be accepting that it is there without giving it any attention. Ignore the voices or the visuals. You may receive them anyway but you do not need to react with your ego fears. Just realize "Oh thats from them" (yawn) and move on. This also teaches mindfulness and the ability to focus on what is important to your awareness rather than having something else pushed in front of your focus. - chrism

Sometimes we need to jump knowing that we do not have wings. It is from the grace and courage and devotion that such an action will give us the wings. We fly during the fall and it is the flying that ends the fall. Jump into the unknown for it is true that not all things can be known or thought out. Show the devotion of grace in its many forms and trust that process within will keep you safe if safety is what needs to be given. - blessings - 
~Chrism ~

One can feel each individual spike that comes off of the halo. This halo formation is brought about by the Kundalini and begins as a pressure at the temples. - chrism